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12-18-20 💙
Artist | Hobbyist | Digital Art
United States

Arrow left by Drawn-MarioSerenity| 13 | She/Her| Dork Arrow right by Drawn-Mario

Hello! I'm Serenity^^
I'm a 13 Year old artist and animator
I started to pick at the idea of drawing in 1st grade, 6 years old
but I only drew about 1-3 pictures every 1-2 weeks
but actually decided to put time and effort into my work in 4th grade, 9 years old
So I've been Truly drawing for 4 years now!
thank you for stopping by my page!
oh! and please do not thank me for favs, watches, or llamas...
...unless I'm like a huge inspiration and you legitimately like my art and wanted to say thank you cause you felt honored or something, cause those comments warm my heart
Take care!
Jasmine by AyeItsCupi

ginseng sunset square divider by cal-vain F2U | Cloud Divider by UmieArt pink sky by Catatombi
Sunlight stamp by Kittyrocker #3 by OXlDIZER sky aes stamp by amekin Sky by catstam stamp - purple n clouds by clepsydree



Art Trade With Vhilinyar
Art trade with Vhilinyar :iconvhilinyar:
I usually wait for the other person to do there part but it's been a month and it's bothering me :')
I hope you like it ;w;
just scared to do anything now...
I guess I'll explain now since i've thought about it
why haven't I been on DA anymore??
I get scared. I get extremely scared to even reply to peoples messages. I don't know why. it is ecspecially bad when I owe art, it's like I know I should do it, but something keeps me from even making digital art unless I work on my owed art. I can't draw anything else unless it's that, so I guess I just avoid digital art in general until I'm done..... I'm sorry heh
and my youtube channel doesn't help, I feel so bad about not posting and when I post on here it's like I look selfish for not posting on my youtube channel
I haven't left deviant art because I know leaving won't help anything. I'm just going to feel even worse about leaving...

Whenever I'm out in public places I get so scared. especially when I took a shower the day before but not that specific day so I think I look disgusting to people. I'm not even joking about that h a
I get scared to play outside too, it feels like everyone is watching me, I can't even go to the park with my family without feeling so freaking uncomfortable, but I know people aren't there just to watch my every move but I can't help but feel scared..

and about my friendships, heh.... because I've gotten really bad about texting people... like extremely bad. I actually am pretty busy most of the time, but when I do have free time I still don't text... I don't even text people just to say something nice or check up or... I feel so responsible for everything thats happened, and I know its my fault!! I'm the one that looses all my friends... and i'm sorry if none of my online friends don't wanna be friends anymore.... I won't blame anyone 

and my irl friendships heh. I actually made some friends I liked this year! I worked really hard to get out of my comfort zone, and it worked.... I think. it was mostly with the help of gaby, she has helped me.. a l o t
but I've also lost alot of irl friends this year because of my "not showing my appreciation enough"
I'm sorry... but it really is my fault, I never texted them and I always canceled on any plans they had cause i was just to scared...
I'm pretty sure they think I'm fake :/ idk anymore honestly, maybe I am
Im so scared about loosing my friends though, I feel like I am. I'm not good friends with anyone even after all this time... it feels that way anyway, and ugg I can't explain it.. I just think my friends are over me, and I'm scared
ya'll have no idea how many friends, best friends I've lost in my life. I feel like I just don't even really love anyone anymore like I used too....
how can someone go through so much heartbreak not just get numb?
I don't miss the friends I had made this year but the thought that I lost them makes me sad... 
My friends are gonna leave me again and it scares me
the ones I actually have grown to love

I'm having to hold in anxiety attacks, and you probs think "how do you hold THAT in??? your probs faking them"
over the years I've taught myself how to hold in tears to look strong. my friends will probably tell you I don't cry to ANYTHING literally pain emotionally and physically.
I just don't cry
I have been v e r y close to just falling apart and breaking down but Luckily i've been trained by a professional and able to hold it in. Just don't ask me whats wrong, or are you okay cause thats a trigger word heh
literally even when I wanna cry, I don't

I'm so scared to do anything so I don't and I stand with what I say... 
Art Trade Jympix
art trade with Jympix :iconjympix:
I am extremely sorry for the wait, I worked extra hard on it because you had to ;;
I hope you like it ;w;
sorry i've been quite inactive, doubt anyones noticed tho....
I've been feeling pretty shitty lately, been having anxiety attacks a bit more
I've tried everything to feel better but it hasn't worked
so I decided just to finish my art trades, and this as made me feel alittle better but won't help in the long run o0f
anyway I'll explain later ;-;
i watch waaaay to many people
imma un watch al of them and only watch people I actually like


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Rin-Jr Featured By Owner Feb 12, 2018
kyaaa your oc is so adorable ;; <3
AyeItsCupi Featured By Owner Feb 17, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
which one? hahahaa ;w;
but thank you <3
Rin-Jr Featured By Owner Feb 17, 2018
Serenity! >< and you're welcome ♡
m-miamo Featured By Owner Feb 3, 2018  Student General Artist
AyeItsCupi Featured By Owner Feb 4, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
sararadisavljevic Featured By Owner Jan 28, 2018  Hobbyist Artist
Thank you for fav
AyeItsCupi Featured By Owner Feb 2, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
SgtCicada Featured By Owner Jan 23, 2018  Student Digital Artist
what's your favorite pony oc?
AyeItsCupi Featured By Owner Jan 24, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Can It be anybody's or have to be mine :0
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